What can one say about this year of 2020? It certainly has held the whole of the human experience in it: life/death, peace/violence, generosity/selfishness, love/hate, calm/fear, full/spent, etc. I can only speak to what my experience has been.
I have great hope in humanity because I trust in the plan our Creator put into action so many billions of years ago. I trust that the sun will rise tomorrow morning. I trust that laughter will come after the storm of darkness. I trust that joy will come after grief. I trust that the broken places will be mended. I trust the union will be found, even in the midst of difference. I trust that the hungry will be fed, the thirsty will drink, the sick & imprisoned will be visited, the stranger will be welcomed, and the dead will be buried. In the end, I trust that LOVE will win the heart of all of creation!
Yes, this has been a difficult year. Yet, it has been a year where I have seen God’s presence all around me. The hours of ministry have definitely increase, greatly due to the increased need of pastoral care in people’s lives as well as the need for the teacher (me*) to learn new ways/avenues to teach. I have heard God’s presence in the voices of the loved ones as they are journeying with their dying family member from a distance. I have seen God’s presence on the computer screen while meeting with community members who simply desire to connect while caring for the most vulnerable by keeping physical distance. I have felt God’s presence while holding space for those who work in the medical field to tell their stories or simply to weep. I have witnessed God’s presence in the playfulness of the child’s squirm while on screen preparing for Sacraments. I experienced God’s presence in the extension of the other waiting for me, giving me distance, a smile behind a mask, many patient words of love, and fewer honking horns in the midst of the snarls of traffic, as I drive from home to work and back! Yes, God is so present, especially at this time of difficulty.
Most challenging of this year for me has been the deaths of two siblings, my brother Jim on June 19th, and sister Debra on June 26th. I take comfort and find hope in the fact that they now reside in the glory of the Lord!
2020 has been a year that will go down in History for many reasons. In my life, I believe it will be the year that I look back on and find incredible personal growth from. In the end, like the gift the Incarnation brought, I have HOPE! Thank you, Jesus.
May God bless and keep you and your family throughout 2021.
Much Love,
Joan